Day 20: Talk about something within kink/bdsm that you’re curious about/don’t understand.
I am sure there are ton of things I don't understand in the lifestyle. I have been involved with BDSM since I was 16 really and I am now 45 years old. I have lived 24/7 - Ten years with Master and three years with Kam. So I have been doing this a long time, but it doesn't make me know everything.
There are things I would like to try and do that I haven't, but I do have information on them. I have tried some things that haven't been successful, but still desire - such as fisting. I have had a couple people try to fist me and it just hasn't worked.
Another kinky thing I am curious about, but have done and would like to do again is gangbangs. But I know that won't happen as Master has no interest in it. I have already been involved with one, but not since I was very young and it is something I fantasize about still today.
Most of the things I enjoy - I want over and over though are things I have done. Some things sound interesting, but really don't spark that thing inside me that makes me crave it and makes me think about it over and over - obsessing. But fisting and gang bang although I have tried, I am still curious about them and desire them.
I have tried lots of things over the years and enjoy kink, but I am sure there will always be areas that peek my interest and others that make me go - no thanks. There are always things I am learning and I love growing through that learning.
The previous 30 Days of Kink entries.