Pain and Sex

This morning Master woke me up with pain. My cunt was pretty much on fire by time we had to get our day on the way. Master clawed at my cunt. He would grabbed in his hand and squeeze and pull on it. And then claw at it. Raking and digging his fingers nails into the tender flesh over and over and over. I was screaming from the pain but of course as he whispered in my ear my body was betraying me - as I was sopping wet. And of course I had several orgasms. He didn't touch me tenderly at all this morning. It was just pain. Usually we do a mixture of orgasms - from pleasure and from pain. But this morning was just pain. And my cunt still hurts this evening as I sit here and type this. Isn't that great? Well I think it is great.



1. What do you think is the un-sexiest part of the body? It is toes and feet for me.

2. Toilet paper: over, under, or what the hell are you talking about? Over...and it really bothers me when others don't have it over. It is suppose to go over!

3. Have you ever called in sick to stay in bed with a sexual partner? yes - Master did this before having his own business - so now we still play hookie but make it up with working in the evening or longer the next day.

4. Did your parents have a “birds & bees” talk with you? If so, at what age? No not really - my Mom gave me the menstrual cycle talk which touched of course on the birds and bees but she didn't get very much into it.

5. What is one thing a someone could do to you to rock your world?
As kaya answered - I too have my world rocked pretty frequently. Our latest discussions which I will be posting about soon - will rock my world I am sure too.

Bonus (as in optional):What does sex mean to you? pleasure and pain, connection

TMI Tuesday....

1. Wash up, cuddle or fall asleep? cuddle and then at times wash up and just occasionally fall asleep. I am at times worn out and can sleep and other times I am energized.

2. Have you ever faked orgasms? yes when I was an escort I did have to fake it sometimes. Not that often...most of my clients usually got me off but there were a few that didn't.

3. In any 24 hour period, what is the most number of time you have ever had sex? vaginal sex 7 time - mixture of vaginal, oral and anal 12 times

4. Have you ever had sex or give/received oral sex while you were driving a car? not while driving but I gave my ex-husband oral while he was driving. We ended up having to pull off the road though to finish.

5. What do you think the average number of sexual partners your sex has in their lifetime (so for me a male)? Do you think most people lie when asked? My sexual partners is umm too high to remember...I am not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing. Most of the time it doesn't ever bother me but after this question and thinking about the norm might be....it bothers me.

Well I think most of my friends are between 6 and 10. I think the "norm" though is 4. But I also think people lie. I think things I count as sex - most people don't. Like the virgins that have anal and oral to be a virgin on their wedding night. I think you aren't really "innocent" if you have had everything but vaginal sex. You aren't a virgin in my eyes. On the other end of the spectrum...I had a friend in college who was raped but very much wanted it to be something special when she married -- and she was crushed she wasn't a virgin. And I felt in my eyes she would be a virgin with her husband because it would be her first consensual sex.

Bonus (as in optional):Can men and women be "just friends?" (Explain) yes I have had plenty of men that were just friends. And I don't feel we were ever attracted to each other sexually. We were just friends.

TMI Tuesday....

1. Have you ever called in sick to have sex? yes when I was in high school and when I was with my ex-husband.
2. Do you feel "entitled" to sex when you are in a relationship? unfortunately yes at times I do.
3. Have you ever dated/married purely for money? no
4. Have you ever, of your own free will, had sex with someone you didn't really want to? Why? well as an escort that happened a few times. For the most part I liked most of the guys though. But outside of that yes I have had sex with men I didn't want to a few times. Why? A couple times because of the relationships I have been in....I was ordered too. A few other times because at that time in my life....I just felt "obligated." I don't like that I did that but that was the truth of that time for me.
5. Name three words that make you squirm: "mine" of course said by Master, shorn, golden shower

Bonus (as in optional): Have you ever had sex with a relative (cousin, inlaw...)? no but my ex-brother-in-laws - both of them flirted with me often.

Was it Good?

This was a question over on my livejournal in response to the bonus question for TMI Tuesday so thought I would share it and the answer here...

Was it GOOD sex? Was it as good as with someone who has had sex with you often enough that they know what moves ya? Was it good because their technique was good or was it good because of the whole "doin' ya within an hour of knowin' ya"?

One of the guys I was with - within an hour of meeting - was good! Was more then good! He was good because it was exciting just being that attracted to each other that we couldn't wait, it was good because he knew what I liked without me saying a word...and it was good because we just had so much fun with each other in and out of bed. We ended up being "fuck buddies" and friends for a while too but never boyfriend/girlfriend.

There were 2 other times I can think of that this happened and one was bad. The flirting and attraction was there but when we got to sex - he just wasn't that good. And at that point in my life I just wasn't vocal enough to tell him what would work good.

And the other he was good - we had fun - but what made it really exciting was that we had just met and felt it so went with it. It was the first time I had done that so I think it made it more exciting.

I do think most of the thrill comes from that I didn't know them that it was just attraction driving it.

TMI Tuesday....

Going into the archives of TMI Tuesday....



1. had sex with someone ten years older or younger than you? more then 10 years older but not 10 years younger. One of my favorite clients when I was an escort was almost 40 years older then me.
2. drawn from a nude model? yes...I have taken quite a few figure drawing classes
3. had sex at a company Christmas party? yes in a storage room
4. had a blind date? yes a couple
5. slept with a teacher? yes a college professor
Bonus (as in optional): had sex with someone within an hour of meeting them? besides when I was an escort - yes I have a couple of times - I just was in that mood for sex