"Sometimes a person has to go a very long distance out of his way to come back a short distance correctly." Edward Albee
I have had the touch of the flu or something yesterday and not felt all that great today.  And now Daddy is sick with the same thing. : (  Daddy has been so good to me. Taking very good care of me.  He is the greatest. : )
Tonight I talked with M on the phone.  He was kind of down and I was wishing there was a way to cheer him up. He has a lot of stress going on in his life.  We did talk about getting together this week, which I am happy about.  He said he was down on Saturday – that the rest of his evening was kind of a downer because he did not get to see me.  I felt bad that I did not get to see him and made his birthday a downer but I know that he did not want me to feel bad about.  It was just that he was really looking forward to seeing me.  And I was looking forward to seeing him too. 
I was just reading a short story called Blue #2 and it is words that kind of dance on the page – one word moving to the next forming a lyrical lullaby. 
Ayn Rand is an author that I have not read lots of but what I have I have liked a lot.  I have started Atlas Shrugged.  Anthem was the first book that I read by Ayn Rand.  It was like poetry.  It did not even hardly read like a book.  It was very interested the views of the book also.  It is a short book.  It did not take but an evening to read it.  And each word just weaves into the next.   I read some of it aloud to Jim (my ex – read it when I was married to him) he did not seem to get what I was trying to show him through the rhythm of the words….oh well.
Words…..
I am glad we have them. 
It is 10:43pm.  E was suppose to call me at 10:30….I am really tired and not wanting to wait up for her call much longer.  But we have things to discuss.   
I did not go to bed til 4:30am and then got up at 7:30am and have been up all day.  So I am starting to fade. 
E just called.  She is so cool.  Hoping to get together with her soon.  
I wanted to work on a website.  I have so many things going. 
I need to get in going to see my parents but everything is so busy with work that I cannot even think of leaving for week. I am thinking of seeing if I can just go for 5 days..maybe.  Uggghh maybe I can get E trained to take over things for me while I leave to see my parents. 
Well I think I am going to work on the website a little bit and then got to bed….
peace,
danae
 
 

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