Thursday, April 14, 2005
Guilty (Embarrassing) Pleasure Update!
They are doing Project Runaway again! yes I know I am silly! Just saw a commercial for casting as I was ironing and had to come confess again!
News Story
Master recently stumbled upon a news story that Wisconsin is trying to get the legalization of hunting wild cats. Anyway, there is a link to a petition in his entry so urging cat lovers/pet owners to go check it out.
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Link to share....
A link that I saw on Life as His....and had to share too...
Child's website of Hindu Gods....
Very cute!
Ghee Happy
Child's website of Hindu Gods....
Very cute!
Ghee Happy
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Conversation between Master and slave
So I have gone crazy on this group that a LJ friend turned me on too...called Free Stuff...
So I am proudly showing Master the DQ coupon I got for buy 1 get 1 blizzard free.
He said, "How are you going to pay for that?"
"Well I am not, you're going too....," I replied promptly, then adding, "....but I do have some money...some change in my purse and a little box on the dresser."
He said, "Whose money is that?" - You know He said it with that tone that Master's seem to get when slavegirls are claiming to own something.
So I smiled sweetly and said, "mine."
He said again with more inflection in his voice, "WHOSE money is that?"
I said, "I was saving it for you....until you requested it Master." Again smiling very sweetly.
It was a playful moment and we have exchanges like this a lot. But just thought I would share.
So I am proudly showing Master the DQ coupon I got for buy 1 get 1 blizzard free.
He said, "How are you going to pay for that?"
"Well I am not, you're going too....," I replied promptly, then adding, "....but I do have some money...some change in my purse and a little box on the dresser."
He said, "Whose money is that?" - You know He said it with that tone that Master's seem to get when slavegirls are claiming to own something.
So I smiled sweetly and said, "mine."
He said again with more inflection in his voice, "WHOSE money is that?"
I said, "I was saving it for you....until you requested it Master." Again smiling very sweetly.
It was a playful moment and we have exchanges like this a lot. But just thought I would share.
Essays....
People write me and ask questions, advice or for information on the lifestyle, which I always enjoy helping and answering questions. Some of the questions, I direct them to essays Master or I have wrote. Some essays are different from my current beliefs being in an M/s relationship, so I get wordy and write more then just directing to them the link. A lot of my essays - to me - are more D/s oriented then M/s oriented. Or at least can be applied to all types of lifestyle relationships and/or just relationships in general. Some I don't even like...didn't even want to write about but had requests and tried to give an overall lifestyle view instead of my personal beliefs.
These are in order from oldest to newest. The last one is not linked on the website yet but will be soon.
* Self Worth
* Life as a 24/7 slave
* Painslut vs. Masochist
* Ignoring as Punishment?
* Online vs. Real life
* Who is it about?
* Adventures of a Toy Slut which include: Tomato Sticks, Varieties in Wax,Playing with Senses, Lav Supplies, Spoons, Household Items,Adding Excitement to Roleplaying,How to make a string flogger
* Rack vs. SSC
* Discipline and Punishment
* Respect in the Lifestyle
* PMS and Slavery
* Oral Sex:Submissive Act?
* It Takes a Community
* Collars: who, what & why
* Poly
* Anal Sex: The Questions
* Living Life within Reality Part 1 - 4
* Journaling
* Direction
* Enthrallment or Wanting the Dream Now Fever
* A Typical Day
Edit 11:06am Links should work now
These are in order from oldest to newest. The last one is not linked on the website yet but will be soon.
* Self Worth
* Life as a 24/7 slave
* Painslut vs. Masochist
* Ignoring as Punishment?
* Online vs. Real life
* Who is it about?
* Adventures of a Toy Slut which include: Tomato Sticks, Varieties in Wax,Playing with Senses, Lav Supplies, Spoons, Household Items,Adding Excitement to Roleplaying,How to make a string flogger
* Rack vs. SSC
* Discipline and Punishment
* Respect in the Lifestyle
* PMS and Slavery
* Oral Sex:Submissive Act?
* It Takes a Community
* Collars: who, what & why
* Poly
* Anal Sex: The Questions
* Living Life within Reality Part 1 - 4
* Journaling
* Direction
* Enthrallment or Wanting the Dream Now Fever
* A Typical Day
Edit 11:06am Links should work now
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Artist Trading Cards
I made a bunch of ATC (artist trading cards explaination and how to). There are a couple of people that I need to pick from them first before posting them to other places for trading.
The rest are on our website....ATC Gallery.
The rest are on our website....ATC Gallery.
Friday, April 08, 2005
quickie
Just a quickie to say I have been fighting with migraines this week. I do have several posts I want to do and hopefully will some time to do them this weekend.
Monday, April 04, 2005
Keynote Speech....
Laura Antoniou gave a keynote speaker at South Plains Leatherfest...we did not attend but I had heard so much about this speech all over the place. So here is a link to it...UNSAFE AT ANY SPEED BUT MAKING GOOD TIME
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Life Update
Master is busy which means my life is busy but quiet. I mean quiet as I am kind of lonely since Master is working long hours and very tired when He comes home, so I am alone a lot. Friends Master and I have -- are friends as a couple. And then we do not have any lifestyle friends here locally so it makes for a kind of quiet existence. And just so I am clear...I am not complaining about being where I am at because I love being Master's slave. It just is a little lonely right now and it will pass. So just trying my best to give him a peaceful and relaxing time while at home.
Icky health stuff next....
I have a rash that is ugly. My skin is ultra sensitive and so I had several new bath/hair products that have made my skin revolt against me. I need to start keeping a journal - private journal on health stuff. I had the same rash 5 years ago -- it looks like chicken pox but isn't. I am sure Lauren remembers it as she needed me to model for her for an art project and I was very uncomfortable and embarrassed. Also I had this rash as I had just started out as an escort and had to take 2 weeks off right away. He thought it was from using a new product - but at that time I did not have anything new. So that is why I want to keep a journal to start tracking what things are different and alike for these kind of things. I also think it would be helpful with my migraines - seeing if any foods or allergies make them spike up more.
Work...
I really need to work on two websites tomorrow but I would prefer to be doing other art related things instead.
Nothing really going on with me other then really missing lack of connection with Master. We had more connection this weekend though so that was good. It just gets hard when He is working all these hours.
Well I am going to not do the rest of this post....I want to do a few posts on things that I think really have helped me as slave in my service to Master. So those will have to wait...hopefully the first one will get done tomorrow.
Icky health stuff next....
I have a rash that is ugly. My skin is ultra sensitive and so I had several new bath/hair products that have made my skin revolt against me. I need to start keeping a journal - private journal on health stuff. I had the same rash 5 years ago -- it looks like chicken pox but isn't. I am sure Lauren remembers it as she needed me to model for her for an art project and I was very uncomfortable and embarrassed. Also I had this rash as I had just started out as an escort and had to take 2 weeks off right away. He thought it was from using a new product - but at that time I did not have anything new. So that is why I want to keep a journal to start tracking what things are different and alike for these kind of things. I also think it would be helpful with my migraines - seeing if any foods or allergies make them spike up more.
Work...
I really need to work on two websites tomorrow but I would prefer to be doing other art related things instead.
Nothing really going on with me other then really missing lack of connection with Master. We had more connection this weekend though so that was good. It just gets hard when He is working all these hours.
Well I am going to not do the rest of this post....I want to do a few posts on things that I think really have helped me as slave in my service to Master. So those will have to wait...hopefully the first one will get done tomorrow.
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Second Set of Interview Questions
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Interview Meme Questions
Answering interview meme...2 people on livejournal asked me and so I am going post the answers here too.
1) What was your very first experience as a slave?
Answer in next post of questions as it was asked 2 times
2) If you had one day left to live, what would you do with it?
I just think I would want to see as many friends and family as I could. Being surrounded by them talking to each other...sharing time and telling them how much love and appreciate them all.
3) What got you interested in cooking & what is your favorite recipe for?
Well my mother is a cook. It is what she does for a living and is a very good cook. But oddly enough she never taught me to cook....never really taught any of her 3 daughters to cook as she does not like people in her kitchen. So it was not really until I was married (not married anymore) and started cooking that I realized it was fun to cook and have people enjoy what I made. Really with Master my love for cooking has come out more as he really allows me to experiment more then I have been able to in the past.
Oh I don't have a favorite recipe...last year another LJ friend interviewed me and she asked me what I would serve if I were having someone famous to dinner. Well at the time it was Master and my anniversary and so I was making a new meal and it actually turned out horrible. Well the entree did everything else was great...including the dessert - cream puffs stuffed with homemade chocolate pudding.
So, what I am saying my taste go for what I seem to be liking or doing in the moment. So lately that would be lots different kinds of chicken...
Chicken Capri, Chicken Pomodoro, Sicilian Chicken...not sure on the sides would depend on which I made. But for dessert right now I am craving my Mom's Oatmeal Chocolate Chip cake. It is yummy!
4) When did you know you were a submissive/slave?
When I was with my first owner, at 18, I did not know there were names for what were were doing and who we were....so it was not until many many years later...9 years later now that I think about that I found a D/s board on aol...while looking for information on anal sex. I was looking for that info because my husband was scared to try and I wanted to prove to him that we could do it - that it might hurt at first but that it could be done safely. Anyway, back on track, I stumbled on to this board and read some posts by submissives and I was like wow I do that...I feel that...wow this sounds like me. And then I realized it was a whole lifestyle surrounding these things I did in all my relationships. So that was 10 years ago that I actually found out there was name for who I am...submissive and slave.
5) What is your favorite service to perform for your Master?
I don't ever answer this question very good. Because there is not *a* service that really have that is a favorite. I just like serving him. I have always been semi-service oriented but with Master it seems to come out more and that is something I really like that I am serving him in ways I never served before...it is just great to be serving Master.
1) What was your very first experience as a slave?
Answer in next post of questions as it was asked 2 times
2) If you had one day left to live, what would you do with it?
I just think I would want to see as many friends and family as I could. Being surrounded by them talking to each other...sharing time and telling them how much love and appreciate them all.
3) What got you interested in cooking & what is your favorite recipe for?
Well my mother is a cook. It is what she does for a living and is a very good cook. But oddly enough she never taught me to cook....never really taught any of her 3 daughters to cook as she does not like people in her kitchen. So it was not really until I was married (not married anymore) and started cooking that I realized it was fun to cook and have people enjoy what I made. Really with Master my love for cooking has come out more as he really allows me to experiment more then I have been able to in the past.
Oh I don't have a favorite recipe...last year another LJ friend interviewed me and she asked me what I would serve if I were having someone famous to dinner. Well at the time it was Master and my anniversary and so I was making a new meal and it actually turned out horrible. Well the entree did everything else was great...including the dessert - cream puffs stuffed with homemade chocolate pudding.
So, what I am saying my taste go for what I seem to be liking or doing in the moment. So lately that would be lots different kinds of chicken...
Chicken Capri, Chicken Pomodoro, Sicilian Chicken...not sure on the sides would depend on which I made. But for dessert right now I am craving my Mom's Oatmeal Chocolate Chip cake. It is yummy!
4) When did you know you were a submissive/slave?
When I was with my first owner, at 18, I did not know there were names for what were were doing and who we were....so it was not until many many years later...9 years later now that I think about that I found a D/s board on aol...while looking for information on anal sex. I was looking for that info because my husband was scared to try and I wanted to prove to him that we could do it - that it might hurt at first but that it could be done safely. Anyway, back on track, I stumbled on to this board and read some posts by submissives and I was like wow I do that...I feel that...wow this sounds like me. And then I realized it was a whole lifestyle surrounding these things I did in all my relationships. So that was 10 years ago that I actually found out there was name for who I am...submissive and slave.
5) What is your favorite service to perform for your Master?
I don't ever answer this question very good. Because there is not *a* service that really have that is a favorite. I just like serving him. I have always been semi-service oriented but with Master it seems to come out more and that is something I really like that I am serving him in ways I never served before...it is just great to be serving Master.
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Home...
Just a quickie again...
We got home last night...I can't sleep so I am up doing some work and other odds-n-ends.
I just saw this commercial for Axe...men's shower gel that showed...
A plumber fixing a drain in the tub with a man standing behind him in the doorway. The plumber pulls out a bra first and kind of looks back at the man. The plumber then pulls out a riding crop and waves a few times like he is swatting something.
An announcer comes on and says...
How dirty boys get clean...
And then shows the Axe Shower Gel.
We got home last night...I can't sleep so I am up doing some work and other odds-n-ends.
I just saw this commercial for Axe...men's shower gel that showed...
A plumber fixing a drain in the tub with a man standing behind him in the doorway. The plumber pulls out a bra first and kind of looks back at the man. The plumber then pulls out a riding crop and waves a few times like he is swatting something.
An announcer comes on and says...
How dirty boys get clean...
And then shows the Axe Shower Gel.
Friday, March 25, 2005
Clean House?
Okay am I the only strange one like this...
It is 10 am and I have changed the sheets on the bed, put the sheets I just took off the bed in the washer, cleaned up the kitchen, washed the kitchen floor, made breakfast, did the dishes, did a once over in the bathroom, packed, and did some other odds-n-ends. Plus after this post I am about to do some more bits and pieces. Our house is clean already so some of these things are not necessary. I mean I needed to do the dishes...coming home to stinky dishes would not be good. But most of these things are just extra things...like washing the kitchen floor and changing the sheets really don't need to be done now. The sheets were less then a week old on the bed and I could change them when we got back. The floor I washed on Tuesday but I saw some spots on it this morning but was not urgent - it could have also waited until we came home. So to me it is just my insane need to have it even cleaner before we leave to go out of town.
Am I alone in this strange need to have a clean house to come home to? I just like coming home to a clean house. I am sure it just is a mental and emotional thing for me. Being out of town is kind of stressing (we are going to see family) and so when I come home I just want to relax and not have to worry about anything. I think walking in the door to a clean house makes things more peaceful and calm for me...for us...as I know Master gets stressed visiting family too.
So now we will come home to a clean house to find some peace and calm after our stressful weekend. This whole weekend has been kind of a drama that Master did not need right now. Then add in the weather we are going to be traveling in just makes it more of a hassle. As we are going to go through snow covered mountain passes. But we have to be there so we will.....just wished Master could have a weekend of rest after working 12 to 15 hour days everyday this week.
Oh well need to get back to my insane need to clean!
It is 10 am and I have changed the sheets on the bed, put the sheets I just took off the bed in the washer, cleaned up the kitchen, washed the kitchen floor, made breakfast, did the dishes, did a once over in the bathroom, packed, and did some other odds-n-ends. Plus after this post I am about to do some more bits and pieces. Our house is clean already so some of these things are not necessary. I mean I needed to do the dishes...coming home to stinky dishes would not be good. But most of these things are just extra things...like washing the kitchen floor and changing the sheets really don't need to be done now. The sheets were less then a week old on the bed and I could change them when we got back. The floor I washed on Tuesday but I saw some spots on it this morning but was not urgent - it could have also waited until we came home. So to me it is just my insane need to have it even cleaner before we leave to go out of town.
Am I alone in this strange need to have a clean house to come home to? I just like coming home to a clean house. I am sure it just is a mental and emotional thing for me. Being out of town is kind of stressing (we are going to see family) and so when I come home I just want to relax and not have to worry about anything. I think walking in the door to a clean house makes things more peaceful and calm for me...for us...as I know Master gets stressed visiting family too.
So now we will come home to a clean house to find some peace and calm after our stressful weekend. This whole weekend has been kind of a drama that Master did not need right now. Then add in the weather we are going to be traveling in just makes it more of a hassle. As we are going to go through snow covered mountain passes. But we have to be there so we will.....just wished Master could have a weekend of rest after working 12 to 15 hour days everyday this week.
Oh well need to get back to my insane need to clean!
Quickie
Master has been horribly busy lately and so the days are long here. Thursday evening we had dinner at 9:15pm. And then I drew a hot bath for Master to help Him relax. But He still got to bed very late. And of course I can't sleep. I think after this blog I am going to go work on some art projects.
We leave to go out of town tomorrow for the weekend so I won't be updating until early next week.
We leave to go out of town tomorrow for the weekend so I won't be updating until early next week.
Monday, March 21, 2005
Guilty (Embarrassing) Pleasure
okay...I am going to admit it...
I have a big big embarrassing guilty pleasure...
Project Runway
I never watched it while it was premiering, but one day a couple weeks ago Bravo had a marathon of them on all day. I had them on while I cleaned - so I would listen and stop an watch the final designs. I had it on all day and then ended up taping the last 2 epsisodes to watch them later as I was busy during those.
The reason I am confessing this right now....they are showing a couple episodes again right now (1pm mountain time).
Anyway, I am not sure why I liked it so much but I did like...
Maybe it is the inner fashion slut in me coming out when watching it. Same thing happens when I watch What Not to Wear.
Kara and Jays designs really were excellent so those were the 2 I going for as I watched. And the last episode they were a part of the finals and they did fantastic.
Anyway I felt the need to confess my guilty pleasure!
I have a big big embarrassing guilty pleasure...
Project Runway
I never watched it while it was premiering, but one day a couple weeks ago Bravo had a marathon of them on all day. I had them on while I cleaned - so I would listen and stop an watch the final designs. I had it on all day and then ended up taping the last 2 epsisodes to watch them later as I was busy during those.
The reason I am confessing this right now....they are showing a couple episodes again right now (1pm mountain time).
Anyway, I am not sure why I liked it so much but I did like...
Maybe it is the inner fashion slut in me coming out when watching it. Same thing happens when I watch What Not to Wear.
Kara and Jays designs really were excellent so those were the 2 I going for as I watched. And the last episode they were a part of the finals and they did fantastic.
Anyway I felt the need to confess my guilty pleasure!
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