
kaya did a post on begging today and like her I don't like to beg. I don't get it. I don't get what to say or how to say it. It feels forced and fake when it comes out. It usually isn't what I am feeling inside so just seems empty. And that seems to me to lessen the experience over all. I used to be better at it and I don't know why as the longer I am a slave the harder it becomes for me.
I watched Tim Gunn's Guide to Style tonight - first episode I have had on the recorder forever. I haven't recorded any of the other and now am sorry I didn't. I cried. I am sucker for a touching story. Master said that today about something totally different but it was right....extreme house makeover...makes me cry too. (Just went to look up when Project Runway season 4 starts - November 14th)
I hope to be able to post some from the road. And I do have the phone post number saved on Master's phone but as always I am usually forgetful on using it. I hope to be better but won't promise it.
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