Well, today was busy again for me. I was pretty much out of the house from 7:30 am to 6:30 pm and then left again at 8:30 pm and came home about 11pm.  It was a long day but a good day.  I got fucked lol I know TMI lol It was a really good fucking though and I did not bleed or have pain this time either!  And I still have not had pain which sometimes follows later.  I am listening to Dave Matthew Band. The newest CD...everyday.  So many things remind me of different moments in my life. Places, songs, smells, a phrase, a word...moments. Sir invited me to a play party and lately I have been thinking about one of the people hosting it.  And I realized it was a year ago this weekend that I really felt that attraction towards him. I am listening to Dave Matthew Band and I think of Jackie. The song Spaces Between makes me think of someone else though. I was at a certain place yesterday and I thought of Todd and the first time he punished me. I was in TGIF today and thought of week Honey was here and we went out with Di, Sir, Todd, her and I one night.  Boy, what a night.  The waiter we had that night was in there today.  This weekend will be busy socially for me.  I have like 3 things that I could do tomorrow night.  And then 2 for Saturday night.  I know Kam is missing me and I probably will not see him really until Sunday.  So I will ask him to do something Sunday afternoon or evening.  I had invited Jackie here for Friday night but she is going out of town.  I had some solitude tonight.  It was hard but good.  Babbling Babbling...seems to be how things go that last couple of days.....
good night....
peace,
danae
 
 
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