Without love we could not survive. Human beings are social creatures, and a concern for each other is the very basis of our life together. -His Holiness the Dalai Lama
It is Christmas Eve...
Our first Christmas together!
Today I woke up with a migraine and was worried that was going to spoil things for today, but it didn't. I caught it in time! This morning wench called singing "we wish you a Merry Christmas" - it was very nice. We had a pretty long call. It was good to talk to girlie! During the afternoon just before I started cooking, my family called. I talked to everyone. It made me miss them more.
I thought a lot today about growing up and the Christmas' I had as child. I looked in my archives because I knew I had talked about it before. They were always very magical.
The rest of the afternoon was spent cooking and snuggling with Master. We had a nice candle light dinner. And then we went out driving around looking at all the Christmas lights. It was a very nice Christmas Eve.
I am not even sure I can find words to describe how happy and grateful to be here with Master. I love Him very much and would not want to be anywhere else but with Him.
There is a place inside that just radiates with the warmth of us....together on this path. At times I wish I had met Master sooner, but as we have talked about in the past - it wasn't time. And now is OUR time....and I am just so happy to be where I am....home...home is Master.
And with that...I think of a favorite song that always reminds me of Master....
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life
If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
A window breaks, down a long, dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see, through the dark there is light
Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
by Chantal Kreviazuk
I hope everyone has Happy Holiday full of peace, love and joy!
