This fit with the last entry and so I decided to post it here....thank you girlie for being a great friend....knowing what slavery is to me and knowing what it is like.....for me....right now....
girlie: I know it's hard to let go, you've been hurt so much, and you've been in charge of yourself for so long now, and wanting someone else to be doing it and not being able to find anyone that was up to it, and now here he is, but it's hard for you because you've had to be the one to step up to the plate for so long now, and you just are having a bit of a hard time because you just don't know how to let go.
girlie: does that sum it up?
Danae: yes he told me i have 17 years of programing and conditioning to get through
